hello. it's been a long long time since i posted. i know, pple like jin, zhen and rach had been bugging me all long to post. so i had to. i mean, seriously, i only blog when i have time or inspiration attacks me. but somehow, it hasen't. yet.
it was a few thousand years back. and there was a migical realm, where the pure exists. dream. there was a young lady, fourteen. her name was one that holds many future, rene. rene was close to perfect, beautiful, bold, charismatic and funny. everyone wanted to be her. everyone wanted her to love them back. and indeed she did. but it was not the love the men wanted. she didn't understand. it was something so strange and forlorn. she didn't know it. love: stranger. so today. it was basically like any normal day. it was well...practice paper day. SHOOT. we had math paper - which cut into our CME period. it's really bad okay, math is my worse subject and i'm in absolute no mood to do it. oh yeah, so freak finished doubly fast. in two periods. i mean it's pressurising okay. urgh. and during the cme period i continued trying to shut out the humming of freak. he hums/sings badly. it's so DEEP. boo! and i found out that i don't know how to do 4 questions - the BACK four. great. i'm gonna flunk....so gonna. i mean thanks to my poor math and freak's bad singing. yupp, i'm gonna flunk. i still dono two questions...it's five marks. congrats me. i have no idea what to do with my maths. and NEWS FLASH pple, prelims is no the 22nd of August. i am gonna flunk....oh no.
she just didn't know it. the stranger was inside her, but the someone to break it open was not here yet. the stranger was all around her. but she did not feel it. future: that was her life. the prophecy said so. she was to recognise the stranger. more than the others. but the time is not yet here. & On the other end of dream, vicda roamed. noticing inns, bunking into them. he was a knight. vicda's lips were tight shut, forced into a smile. he was untalkative, but he was bright. he has not reavealed his true self. he was gentle, soft hearted and shy. but under his curled mousse hair, laid a pair of eyes, milky blue, downcast, but still, charming. charming. & rene and vicda. their roads would cross at one time. fate foresee it. but the future: would they go seperate ways, or as one? and then, there was xiao ce yan. at first glance it was quite difficult. i mean my gai zheng cuo zi is really disgusting. but luckily i managed to finish it lorhs. i mean it's HALF AN HOUR and we're suppose to finish 2 compre, 1 cloze and 3 other minor things. i really could die. i mean for my open-ended compre, i think i written crap. serious. it was just repeating and repeating lorhs. i'm soooo gonna flunk it. i didn't revise...but that's not a reasonable excuse. more like i (really) didn't hear/understand what the teacher was talking about.
it's soooooo tiring okay, besides doing all this mock papers, i still had to revise. you know, for the upcoming prelims and PSLE oral exam. i really can't believe it, i really REALLY went through my prelim oral already. i only like really realised it today. i mean, it seemed like i took it for nothing. without pressure. i guess i could do my PSLE oral well...if only it's without pressure. sigh, i wonder whether i could do it.
rene wandered. vicda wandered. their paths are aobut to cross. & crongh looked through the magic ball and smiled: rene, my dear rene. you have to treasure love. you don't know yet. it's going to happen. treasure it remember. & rene's heart burned. it was overwhelming with such emotions. but she doesn't know it. she thought she heard somebody and when she heard him (or her), her heart ached - like someone, something, was trying to get out. arhs. another mock paper. english, this time. i tot it was kindduf simple actually. i finished it about 30 mins before time ended. nothing much i could say about this paper though. and oh! i got back my compo marks. heh! guess how much i got?! it was the highest this year. it's not very impressive, but good enuf for me. 32! yeah! this time i tried to incoporate foreshadowing and opening technique inside my story. and it was a good attempt. yay! the last time i did foreshadowing....i ruined my compo. i got 26 only. it's measly....sooooo measly.
i personally feel that english rocks. language cannot be explained. words really do make wonder. how i wish I was the one who invented words and language. oh, what glory! it really rocks and all english teachers do too! mrs o esp. and mrs tay. and mrs tan....she's just nice.
I hate braggy people. and kevin is one of the few. and he beats pple for nothing. it's almost a nightmare sitting with him sometimes.....ack. :(
"I..don't know. What....is it?"
oh yeah. nobody asked me about my rgs interview. ohh, and thanks to bernice....i wasn't too nervous. they asked a couple of questions about cmps n some simple questions. i answered them (duh). i wasn't, uhmm, satisfied actually. i wanted them to ask funny questions. it has left no significance to me actually. no offence.
many, many things happened these days. and i have been receiving much gossip. there's the rachel and miss yeo one which all of you know. so i'm not gonna say it. and then there's the jinyin one. but i'm gonna keep it low-key. so no-one knows. only a couple of girls whom jinyin told. and then there's the zx, leevoon, alicia, and chloe one. that's really funny. crying because of three girls. is that childish or what? zx really needs to grow up sometimes.....he's living in his OWN world. and not life.
& to be continued
i've been reading books now. quite alot actually. there's mediator book 1 (lent it from rachel), i heard that it was nice and the cover is attractive so i just borrowed it. it's quite okay....
then there's the prophecy of the stones. it's REALLY nice. i mean, based on the fact that i love fantasy, fairytales and all....yeah. it's good.
and many other books too. library books, school library books and my magazines. reader's digest, and TIME. i think my eyesight is really failing me...i shouldn't read anymore books, i think. for the time being that is. ohhh, and there's eragon. that book is good. i've just started reading...and i'm hooked. the dragon drawing is really nice.
oh well, gtg. i've got to lian xi my yan jiang. it is this saturday. SHIT. oh no....great. i've something on on saturday. something SOOO important to me. that i could faint if i don't go for it. it's my cmps prize, being recognised by singapore. omg, omg. i'm gonna faint. SHYT!!!!!!